| Location | Hull |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Miscarriage |
| Date of Birth | 02/05/2008 |
| Date of Death | 02/05/2008 |
| Visitors | 395 since 15/11/2009 |
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Baby Sam our happy suprise mummy and daddy miss you and love you always.
We found out we were expecting you at the begining of April 08 at the time it was a shock to mummy and daddy as we were seperated at the time but working on our relationship things were going pretty good with us at the time we fall pg with you and you was just the icing on the cake.
things were going so well but on the 3rd May when i was 8 weeks pg i started spotting. mummy was so scared she knew spotting was common in pregnancy but she had a feeling this wasnt going to have a happy ending.
so mummy daddy and your sisters went up to a&e by the time we had got there the spotting had gotten worse. we waited til we saw a nurse who said the bleeding wasnt heavy enough for me to have a scan there and then and to come back the next day to be scanned. if the bleeding was to get worse then to come back.
so of we went back home. just half an hour later the spotting turned into heavy bleeding and the cramping started at this point we were in the town centre and rather then get a bus home i went straight back to a+e again. at this point i was petrified and didn't want this to be happening. again when iw as seen i was told the bleeding still wasnt heavy enough for me to be scanned and sent home once again. i had no chopice but to go home and wait til the morning.
somehow that night mummy maanged to fall asleep but was woken at 6am wityh terrible cramping. mummy was in so much pain it felt 10 times worse then the pain i had when in labour with your sisters. i woke your daddy up and told him to phone the amubulance the bleeding was alot worse by this point and i knew something wasnt right.
ambulance came quickly and they brought a wheelchair for me to sit in and got me in the ambulance where they gave mummy gas and air for the pain.
got to the hospital and they still refused to scan me and told me i would have to wait til my original scan appointment they gave me the day before.
so i was left on my own in a rtoom screaming in pain and bleeding and no one cared! daddy was taking your sisters to your gradmas so daddy could be with me. i asked the nurse for some pain relief but all she would offer me was paracetamol incase and i quote "theres a chance the baby is still there" i knew myself that there was no baby and screamed at her for more effective pain relief. she went away and came back with pessaries. i refused them i was in enough pain already without having to suffer with pessaries too.
the pain at this point was intense and i felt like i need to go to the toilet so i went and while sat on there i lost alot of clots and felt evenw orse then i did before. still no one came to see if iw ere ok and i had to drag myself back to my bed and wait there for my scan.
eventually i was taken to my scan wehere i was told that i had lost the baby and there was no sign of you in my womb. even though mummy knew it was coming she still wasn't prepared. i had to hear those words on my own as daddy still hadnt arrived at the hospital. they then took mummy to a waiting room and daddy was there mummy broke down in his arms and told him the news.
the next day at home i passed a clot which i knew was you in the sac. may day the day you left us the day mummy will never forget!
mummy thought you was a boy so named you sam my lil man always in my heart! you now have 2 siblings with you so you are not alone take care of your little sisters for me til we can all meet again. love you always!!!
Precious Child by Karen Taylor Good
In my dreams, you are alive and well
Precious child, precious child
In my mind, I see you clear as a bell
Precious child, precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart, there is hope
'Cause you are with me still
In my heart, you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
In my plans, I was the first to leave
Precious child, precious child
But in this world, I was left here to grieve
Precious child, my precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart there is hope
And you are with me still
In my heart you live on
Always there, never gone
Precious child, you left too soon,
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
God knows I want to hold you,
See you, touch you
And maybe there's a heaven
And someday I will again
Please know you are not forgotten until then
In my heart you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
To The Child I'll Never Know - by Gloria Dianne
How can I say Good Bye
When I never said Hello,
Why does my heart grieve
For the child I'll never know?
You were a part of me
For just a little while.
I grieve because I'll never see
The magic in your smile.
I grieve for all the unsaid words
That you will never say.
I grieve that I will never see
You happily at play.
I grieve for all the lullabies
That will remain unsung.
I grieve because I'll never see
Your face gleaming like the sun.
I grieve because you will never know
The comfort of my touch.
I grieve because you will never know
That you were loved so much.
I grieve for all the tomorrows
That will never be.
I grieve because God chose
To take you back from me.
You live among the Angels now
Your earthly mission done,
You will be so dearly missed
Good-Bye my little one.
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